I’ve just been having one of the best days in my life. If not the best.
I have a feeling of peace inside of me as I write this…
I was just talking to a friend of mine about the fact that I find it hard to enjoy good moments sometimes, because of a fear that it may be taken away at any moment. And the truth is it can. This is not just anxiety, it is what’s accurate. One of the most important things then is to know that I’m good with everyone I want to be good with, come what may. That the people I love know that I love them. And at this point in my life, I feel that is the case. I have no regrets. From that place, it’s easier to enjoy what’s going on. I’m not holding onto anything or anyone for dear life… I can’t. Life just kinda makes that impossible…
The other most important thing is this: acknowledging those moments that are worth noting and remembering, like today. My life is not perfect by any means–there is plenty that I could be fretting about at any given moment… In fact, part of my life is a shit-storm at the moment..! But today I chose not to concentrate on that. I was present, I was here, I was happy. And I would like to add to that: I Am here. And I am happy. Despite everything.
“Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.”
– Mahatma Gandhi