I’m feeling very expansive right now. My comfort zone is widening at a fast rate, as a result of putting myself in novel situations on a day-to-day basis through my work. I’m meeting new people, speaking publicly and reaching out to business contacts I didn’t know from before… In the process I’ve learned to be more forgiving of myself when I don’t master everything straight away–if I get flustered and it shows. Now that I’m not contemplating my own navel all the time, I’m freer to observe others more accurately… And through observation I have come to notice, that most other people get quite nervous too in these situations..! I must say, that feels quite calming to me: I am not alone in my awkwardness!
A person that I respect very much talked to me this week about the concept of ‘progress, not perfection.’ When it comes to pretty much anything in life, like developing a new skill or a friendship, building a career, healing from trauma or illness–it all takes immense amounts of effort and an extended amount of time. I often get very impatient after having made a significant change in my life, thinking that this one change is supposed to impact every area of my existence Immediately… But I have come to realize that that’s not how it goes. It looks to me like there are no overnight fixes to anything; no shortcuts.
But progress sounds to me like a way funner way to go through life anyway, than striving for perfection. No one is superhuman, and truthfully, no one expects us to be. Mistakes, setbacks and embarrassments happen to everyone and it’s totally cool. There’s always a next time, and a next time and a next time…..Doing something consistently is key. Progress then, is inevitable.