I continue on my rant from last week.
I write this, just in case it blows the mind of even one of you reading this, like it has blown mine.
Last week I said: depression is anger turned against yourself.
Here’s my revelation of this week: Anxiety is unexpressed anger. (!!!!)
Think about it, fellow anxious people/person! You are merely really fucking angry. Anxiety results from the attempt to try and control that anger. And if you don’t know why you are angry, find out why! Here I quote Peter Gabriel:
“I’m digging in the dirt
To find the places I got hurt
Open up the places I got hurt”
I am filled with black venom, which is starting to come out in my every punch and kick. It comes out in every dark thought that I write on paper, every aggressive note I sing. I am absolutely furious, and less anxious all the time. I Love being angry! It’s liberating me, freeing me to finally be who I am.